But you just couldn't understand the funny feeling of someone breathing all over you all the time. How long hair fell like, like feathers around her shoulders and sure you can fake it for a while, all you can do is smile. I guess thats how they play, the most ridiculous, repulsive games. They like the ringing, the sound of tears from a box made of steel, how it makes them feel. and I really don't understand why you would want to go back, when you know how it ends. Somewhere along the lines, you should have figured it out by now.